9/17/23 Pain Pain is my friend. Pain tells me that I need to slow down and take better care not to get “over hurt” by her. Pain lets me know that healing is taking place. Pain demands respect. It will kick you upside the head if it feels you are trying to ignore her. She will get the better of you if you don’t heed her warnings. Pain tells you when to STOP what you’re …
Sorry to my avid readers but I haven’t felt much like blogging lately. I don’t know if it has to do with my upcoming surgery and anxiety over what and how my life will change. You see, I’ve never really been into exercise. But I’m at a plateau weight-wise and I was told that I need to start moving. And now my knee. So, I guess I’m going to start moving a heck of a …
8/23/23 Male Escort Service now available I have a good client/friend who is wanting to see if there are any men who are as bi-curious as he is. Now seeking bottoms/tops for fun with a 3-some or all by yourselves in a safe/neutral environment. 8/23/23 Gastric Bypass – Year in Review I have lost 95 lbs. alt0gether this first year. I am hoping to get and stay around 130-140. It’s been a wild roller coaster …
I have lost 95 lbs and I’m sure I’ll go lower. I have much more confidence in my looks and my ability to maneuver (I do a lot of that). I feel proud that I have done this in one year! An d all the kudos I”ve gotten on the way has been astounding. Some of you have even become friends with me (not the married guys mind you) and I can see that I …
Ok. My sister is coming the 12-14th of September and will stay longer (not much) if I need her to. Then I will still need people to come in and see me, make sure I don’t need something. Make sure I haven’t fallen and can’t get up! If you are someone I’ve seen more than a couple times, let me know if you can help with this. I promise not to ask for too much! …
I think I’ve said on here that I’m getting my knee replaced. Well, I thought I might be able to go to a Skilled Nursing Facility for 2 weeks after my overnight hospital stay, but that was nixed at a class for getting a Total Knee Replacement. The lady told me that insurance doesn’t cover this because they see it as an outpatient surgery. Even if you do stay overnight in the hospital! So I …
I don’t know about you, but I have been ghosted so many times that I’ve come to believe it is what it is. There’s nothing I can do about it so I better just get over it. I had a really good client who was a weekly regular and all of a sudden a year ago or maybe two, he didn’t ever call me again. Until today. And now I have to decide do I …
You have had quite an interesting year, but it’s seems as though everything is looking up!! Wow 90lbs. That is amazing!! I am tremendously happy for you. I bet you feel so much better. I hesitated to email back so quickly because I can’t imagine how many emails you get on a regular basis from your admiring fans. But what’s the hell, I decided to anyway…I enjoy exchanging messages with you :). You can at …
I just wanted all of my faithful readers to know that I am finally feeling like my old self again and that I’m “out of the woods”, so to speak. I’m telling you. It’s been a really different kind of year for me. And now, I’m getting a knee replacement on 9/11! I’ll be out of commission for most of September, but I plan to recover quickly like I am so apt to do most …
I went to St. Louis, the 21st through the 24th and did very well, plus I got to see my 92-year-old mother and older sisters. Then, I saw more men in 2 days than I see in a week here! Makes ya wonder why I don’t move home. For two or three very good reasons! For one, it costs a lot more to live there than where I’m at. Secondly, my family kind of drives …
If anyone knows how to get a bed in a hospital (if you can call the mattress that was simply a covered board a “bed”), it would be me. I’m not going to talk about why I wanted to go in, but I KNEW I needed to change a medication and this is the fastest way to do it if you don’t have a PCP or Psych doctor. So, even though the bed was a …
7/18/23 A New Knee As of 8/10/23, I will have a new right knee. I will be in a skilled nursing facility for a couple weeks and then home convelescing. I am looking so forward to this operation even though I know it’s going to take a good 6 months of PT and I HAVE TO do what they tell me to do! I haven’t been good at keeping up to their standards but I …
I have lost 91 pounds and I only have 9 pounds to go to my initial goal. Nothing fits (clothing-wise) and I still don’t have much appetite. I think it’s caused by the medicine they put me on after I came off of Lithium. It’s called Abilify and, at first, I wanted to eat everything in the house! Now I’m going through the opposite effect. I don’t want to eat. I’m getting enough calories and …
I’m having a garage sale this Thur, Fri, and Sat and I need some help with setting things up. I got a clothes hanging rack, but I can’t put it together and I could use some help taking an oak chest to my garage. I can either pay you for your time or take it out in trade. I need help today.
The first night I was at St.Lukes North hospital. I was talking with a few nurses and I think somebody was doing vitals on me. I wasn’t very aware of what was going on but I still had my wits about me, if you will. I told this one nurse that I’d be going home tomorrow. She said no you won’t and I said oh yes I will . The next thing I know she’s …
6/15/23 NEW POLICY From now on, if you give me $200 or more, I will ask you to show how much you gave me. I went to an Outcall at the Hilton and this multi-millionaire gave me $100 and he knew my rates! 6/15/23 A Letter To My Younger Son Dear Josh, I’m sorry that you have to call me a whore. And I’m sorry that I lied to you for so long, but …
6/14/23 Best Travelling Trip Ever! I went to St. Louis this past weekend and had very few No Shows, lots of nice generous men, and a great time sitting out by the pool with my sisters. Got my Imo’s fix and I’m happy to be home. $2000 in 2 full days. Not too shabby. I’m seriously thinking of going once a month! 6/14/23 Gastric Bypass #9 I am now down to 156. None of my …
6/3/23 Why do I even care anymore? In the past year, I thought about this a lot. And the fact of the matter, is that I’m not getting younger I’m only getting older. And I think, as you get older men find you less intriguing and more for a roommate. I definitely don’t need a roommate , and I haven’t found all that many men who want to date me that find me intriguing. No granted, I’m …
6/1/23 Bad People I really do believe that bad people attract bad people and I think that we can all look at our past and present and say yes, we know a bad person who have attracted bad people. But having been a masters of social work and a therapist for 10 years I know bad people and I know good people . And I am here to say that this occupation I am in, …
5/31/23 Exactly What I have had Stolen from me in the past 7 years If I had known how much of my belongings would be stolen, burglarized, taken directly from me, and otherwise absconded from me, I might have thought twice about being a Compa.nion! Ok, maybe not, but here’s a list for you to either shake your head along with me or laugh (but please, keep that to yourself). Laptop Iphone 11 Scale At …
Phew! I finally am starting to feel like I have some modicum of control over my life. I have taken 200 pictures and put probably about 100 up on the site and take a look at my smile and my face because I don’t think I’ve ever been prettier. And that’s funny because just a week ago I was saying that I was uglier. I’m not uglier and those pictures came out really well. …
Well, I’m finally to the point where I know what foods I can’t eat, I know what foods are best for me to eat and I’ve lost 57 pounds. And I’m starting to date.
Quite by mistake, I found out something about myself that I never knew. I actually excel at Sexting. I still won’t do video chats and I think most of them are scams anyway, but if anybody wants to take me up on my Sexting skills, I think you’ll find that I am fairly proficient . And I like it too. I think my rates for this will be $30 for 15 minutes. Just long enough.
I just got done blogging about the fact that I’m probably going to be alone for the rest of my life and I’ll be damned if a guy doesn’t come into my life right after that blog. I’m a big believer in karma, but I don’t know what to make of this. He is Age-appropriate, very chill and cool, thinks I am simply gorgeous, and sent me flowers after the first date. Always a good …
Now I have nothing against women who are escorts but there is shame involved. When you are raised in a wealthy family and you go to the best schools, graduate with a masters in social work, you never really think you’ll ever become an escort. Oh sure, I knew about Xavier Hollander but knowing her name and that she was the Happy Hooker was about all I knew. I think if my original family found …
1/16/23 Alone Again Naturally I, in recent weeks, have come to realize that I will probably be alone for the rest of my life. I think there are several reasons for this and the biggest reason is me. I don’t think I really want to be with someone full-time. I would be great for like a truck driver. If I thought truck drivers were any good at all , unfortunately I’ve had a few run-ins. …
Someone in St. Louis is using my pictures on a list crawler ad and they put like cute little sayings with them. Of course it’s a different phone number but I certainly don’t want anyone in St. Louis thinking this is me. I’ll be doing new pictures this week.
To continue losing weight and get down to 100 pounds off. To continue making new friends. To hopefully meet someone to be in a relationship with. To work on getting another job so that I don’t have to rely on escorting as much. To start an exercise program.
When a 72-year-old man asked me to go in his luxury fifth wheel to bull shoals lake/White River I jumped at the opportunity. Anybody who knows me knows I have a love of RVs and I hope to own a model C one day. I had never been in a camper before. Plus I would be remunerated nicely. But what I didn’t realize was that he was half deaf and half the time he would …