3/17/24 Love Thoughts I often think about what this world is all about. I’ve heard it said many times that the point to life is love. Being loved and giving love. This is why I talk about love so much in my blogs. It’s important to me. And if sometimes I sound a little desperate, it’s because sometimes I feel a little desperate. But then I get over myself and realize that even a life …
I am so sad to have to write that I have lost my favorite client, and a very good friend of mine. He has not died, but simply has decided to go back with his ex-wife. Which, in this case, might be a fate worse than death! We had a really special relationship in that he was my “favorite” client (and yes, I do have favorites), and we dated. Maybe not in the traditional sense …
A friend remarked to me the other day that I have a very good head on my shoulders. And I couldn’t agree more. I do have a good head for most things. But, boy oh boy, when it comes to love, I obviously do not. I mean how, after all, could I have been so snookered by a fucking alcoholic, who sold me a bill of goods and had me drinking from the trough? I …
Marty is a 45-year-old black man who lives in New York City and found me through my website. To say that we have become fast friends is quite the understatement. There is nothing I can’t talk to this man about. I’m sure the opposite is completely true also. He is simply amazing. He’s smart and hip and savvy as all can get out. And I dare say, he’s a better writer than I am, and …
Alex did one very important thing for me. He showed me that not only do I want more than what I have now, but that I deserve more than what I have now, in terms of a relationship. Now granted it did not work out, but here was this guy who I got along with, had amazing chemistry with and he accepted what I did. I want that again and I deserve that. I’ve lost …
2/12/24 Needing Some Help I just got a new bedframe that I need to put together and I can’t do it by myself. I’m offering an hour long session for helping me with my bedframe. I’d like to get this done soon so please contact me if you’re interested. 2/12/24 What are some psychology facts about love? If you’re close to anyone, when you read their texts, you can hear their voice in your head. …
Bad teeth, no smile Grossly overweight Downright ugly Young kids that they have halftime Too many animals Alcoholic/workaholic Stupid or no education Overly silly Low paying job/bankruptcy Moving too slow or too fast Lives too far away Doesn’t have the same interests as me Ultra conservative Too short or too tall Is not tolerant of my job Allergic to cats No sense of humor
2/8/24 Alex Well, you might have noticed if you read my blogs regularly that I took all the blogs down about Alex. I did this because I didn’t want to put out that energy to the universe and I felt that they were depressing blogs that I didn’t really want anybody else reading. I have since found out that he does not want a relationship or a friendship with me. He has shown me this …
1/13/24 Saying of the week You cannot be good at anything in life, unless you enjoy doing it! So when I am asked if I enjoy what I do, I simply reply “am I good at it?”. And, of course, the resounding answer is yes. And so is my answer also! 1/13/24 New Years Resolutions I did pretty well on my New Year’s resolutions from 2023 so here they are for 2024. Maintain my weight …
12/10/23 3 months after my total knee replacement Well, it’s been three months since I had my total knee replacement and this is where I’m at today. I can bend it 115% and functional is considered 120% but I want to be able to bend it 140%. I gained some strength and some range of motion during PT, but to tell the truth, I don’t feel I made that much progress. I do notice, and …
I may be one of the laziest people I know, but I joined Planet Fitness right after my last PT session. I’m going three times a week, and so far I love it. We’ll see how long this lasts, but given the fact that Planet Fitness is two minutes away from me, and never very crowded, I think I will maintain. I’m working on increasing my strength because at times I feel very weak. And …
If you go to a website and you start reading the contents, and your blood pressure goes up, your heart starts to race, and you can literally feel anxiety creeping over you, this is when you need to close that website. No website, no social media, no news program is worth feeling anxious over. Now maybe you don’t suffer from anxiety or maybe these venues don’t trigger that for you. But X definitely does this …
9/17/23 Pain Pain is my friend. Pain tells me that I need to slow down and take better care not to get “over hurt” by her. Pain lets me know that healing is taking place. Pain demands respect. It will kick you upside the head if it feels you are trying to ignore her. She will get the better of you if you don’t heed her warnings. Pain tells you when to STOP what you’re …
You have had quite an interesting year, but it’s seems as though everything is looking up!! Wow 90lbs. That is amazing!! I am tremendously happy for you. I bet you feel so much better. I hesitated to email back so quickly because I can’t imagine how many emails you get on a regular basis from your admiring fans. But what’s the hell, I decided to anyway…I enjoy exchanging messages with you :). You can at …
The first night I was at St.Lukes North hospital. I was talking with a few nurses and I think somebody was doing vitals on me. I wasn’t very aware of what was going on but I still had my wits about me, if you will. I told this one nurse that I’d be going home tomorrow. She said no you won’t and I said oh yes I will . The next thing I know she’s …
Phew! I finally am starting to feel like I have some modicum of control over my life. I have taken 200 pictures and put probably about 100 up on the site and take a look at my smile and my face because I don’t think I’ve ever been prettier. And that’s funny because just a week ago I was saying that I was uglier. I’m not uglier and those pictures came out really well. …
1/16/23 Alone Again Naturally I, in recent weeks, have come to realize that I will probably be alone for the rest of my life. I think there are several reasons for this and the biggest reason is me. I don’t think I really want to be with someone full-time. I would be great for like a truck driver. If I thought truck drivers were any good at all , unfortunately I’ve had a few run-ins. …
To continue losing weight and get down to 100 pounds off. To continue making new friends. To hopefully meet someone to be in a relationship with. To work on getting another job so that I don’t have to rely on escorting as much. To start an exercise program.
When a 72-year-old man asked me to go in his luxury fifth wheel to bull shoals lake/White River I jumped at the opportunity. Anybody who knows me knows I have a love of RVs and I hope to own a model C one day. I had never been in a camper before. Plus I would be remunerated nicely. But what I didn’t realize was that he was half deaf and half the time he would …
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